One day
We will look back on all of this
Holy mackerel
Every dog
Has his
One at a time
Daily grind
Deep breathes
In and out
One day soon, in glory
We’ll sing and shout
Without
Worry or fear
We’ll live
Around the corner
Holds a new beginning
Healing souls
Holes in the walls of my heart
Had you known then
What you did not
Know, now
How could you have
Hindsight
It’s easy for you to say
Sheltered by ignorance
Blissfully guarded
Armchair quarterbacking
You could have would have
Bought and sold stock in
Kleenex
What’s next, you
Cried you a river
Stayed way ahead of the pain curve
And in the end you
Start all over again
Mercifully
Saved by grace
Laugh lines
Replacing
Worry lines
And a softer shade
Of grays
Holes in the knees of my jeans.
Tag: Inspiration
I Cannot Dream For You
Without weeping
While I do,
I do love you
My body wracked by pain
Releases heaves and sighs of grieving
Distributes tears instead of blood
Pushing pulsating crimson through my veins
Salt soaked
Sacks of weeping
Burst open as they hit the
Hard wood floor
Boards by board you’ve laid your life
Down
In a pattern
Of your own design, it seems
But
Nail by nail
I
Gaze skyward
Searching for the rough-hewn cross
I cannot dream of you without weeping
I see you
Through the eyes of Christ
Who plans for wholeness
Restoration
Desires for healing in every life
So I will dream that joy shall visit
Come in the morning, return to you
Fill you up with songs of singing
That you will be made whole and new
And I will hope you into wellness
Formed from molded clay by Christ
That you would dream of new beginnings
And see the world as it sees you
Born to this world with songs of gladness
Wrapped , loved and swaddled from your birth
And I will dream until my life ends
That all that’s noble,right and good
Godly,Holy, true and pure
Will come by way of
And then rest with you
That dreams of joy and new beginnings
We be your dreams and not just mine
For worlds you’ve never lived to open
And take you mercifully into glory days
Yes I will dream like Sarah
Release all trembling and human fear
Put it down
Shout out a deafening chorus
Of loud, yet
Broken hallelujah’s
For Always
ad infinitum
precious one, you child of God
Today will end your days of weeping
Today begins anew
For I will dream always of you.
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Joining Laura Boggess for Playdates at The Wellspring
and Jennifer for #tellhisstory
The Vigil
She swears the color yellow soothes a soul
So you will find her staring at the garden
Fixed gaze on the yellowest flower there
In the yard
She guards
Her heart
Holding vigil over one who gives her labor pains
Though eighteen years have passed since birth
Holding hope for one
Who birthed her too
Traumatized by screams of pain
She is ripped in two
She finds the field of yellow calms her nerves
Between her shifting gaze she lays it down
And takes it up again, her sinful self desires to stir the pot
She rakes the coals, red hot
Searing
Bloody
Mad when stirred
Hotter when she pokes the fire
Fear finds fuel in oxygen of snuffed out hope
So she’ll return to yellow on her color wheel
Where quiet and calm soothe her aching soul
Now she knows how He must feel
Father of a million times a million times a million, no more
And lover of as many souls
She will pick a single yellow stem
And give it all to Him
The Perfecter of Her Faith
The One Who Never Sleeps Nor Rests
She lays the flower down
She’ll rest
Reciting: Goldfinch, Monarch, Black-eyed Susans
Over in her dreams
Calmed by yellow memories and hum
It is well with my soul
For He has got her back, cradled in His arms
She wears the title
Mother, Daughter, but
No longer
Tender of a flame that burns
Her heart consumed by fear.
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Joining Jennifer Dukes Lee for #tellhisstory
Beautiful And Lovely Finds Along The Way
I am looking back, into the glass of the rear view mirrored lens of lovelies. These are some of the beautimous things in my remembering. I want to share with you.
1. A Lovely Film — “Quartet”. You may watch the trailer here. You’re most welcome.
2. A Lovely Poem — Today at Burnside Writer’s Collective there is a beautiful poem entitled “This Ain’t Rocket Science” by John Blase. I am fond of his poetry. All of it. This piece is lovely. If you want to read more of John’s poetry he blogs at The Beautiful Due. There are beautiful poems just waiting for you there.
3. A Lovely Line From A Book — I am reading several books at once, alternating between books on poetry, fiction, non-fiction, you name it. This from “Writing Poetry From The Inside Out: finding your voice through the craft of poetry by Sandford Lyne”:
All of this is to say that, for the person who works at writing poems, life is never again the same. Seeing is not the same. Hearing is not the same. Thinking is not the same. Remembering is not the same. And dreaming is not the same. Everything is bigger; everything is more palpable.”
4. A Lovely Classic — I am slowly reading this Thomas Wolfe classic while I am “home again”. So, in fact and ironically, you can both go home again and read a tome entitled you can’t when you can when you have a propensity for shorter and much pithier writing styles. I may finish it one day, perhaps before my children have children.
6. A Lovely Childhood Memory– Oh does this book bring back wonderful childhood memories. The illustrations by Maurice Sendak are whimsical and wonderful. And the humor and message for both children and adults on being well-mannered is marvelous. I highly recommend it. You are welcome, my dear.
7. A Lovely New Memory – Visiting The Chapel Of The Prodigal to see the lovely fesco with my mother while a music student practices the piano. Looking forward to this next season of Downton Abbey. Mother is too. We sat and listened to the theme from this Masterpiece Theater Classic while we soaked in the glory of the fresco.
8. A Lovely Scene From The Natural World – This Oak Hydranga takes my breath away. every. single. time. I walk by. Glory be.
9. A Lovely Idea Well Executed – Emily Freeman from Chatting at the Sky blog has a monthly link up entitled “What I Learned This Month”. Visit her blog and read some rather interesting lists of things learned in July by her readers and fellow bloggers. You may especially enjoy my friend Shelly Miller’s list of July “things”. Shelly blogs at Redemtpion’s Beauty and her list can be found here.
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