Nestled – to settle snugly and comfortably, to lie in a sheltered position, to draw or press close, lie or be situated in a half-hidden or obscured position.”
Nestle – To lie or be located in a sheltered spot, to be naturally or pleastantly situated. To house in or as if in a nest.
Do I see them there, the nestled gifts in my life?
Do I count and name and mark as packages of life and love from Him all those tucked away goodnesses?
Do I see myself in that nest of His creation, the secure, safe position of closesness to Him. The place of resting close to Him. Of being pleasantly housed in the safety and security of His love and shelter.
Will Trust walk along side and adjust my lense to see my beautifully gifted circumstances, no matter what they are and what they bring.
If I invite him.
Will Trust re-align my heart so that all is always viewed through the lense of His Grace, pointing and leading toward His plan and His will. Will Trust do that for me if I soften and release and bend to that place of surrender?
Will I permit my heart and my life to rest in His loving grip? And house my life, my childrens lives in the nest of His provision.
I can see them there, all of them, most of them right under the bridge of my nose, lent to me, given to me and placed on the silver platter that is His provision.
They are wrapped in laughter, surrendered to sleep, marching defiantly through the door.
They are in need of love and forgiveness and patience.
They are in need of a clean shirt, pants pressed, longing to be clothed in properly fitting and styled garments. Longing to be clothed in love, mercy, grace and forebearance.
They are belly-laughers, and belly-achers. They are puffed with pride and laid low by humility. Hurt and beaten-up. Loved up and weary. They are fatigued with fighting and striving.
And they are emptied out and proud, turning back to the heart of Him.
They are seeking and struggling, yearning and longing. These gifts are hungry and battle-scared.
And like bird in nest, they squawk squeak, cry out beak open for nurishment, sustenance from sustainer- God, provider-God. Gift-giver-God.
They are dressed in uniform, ready to run the race. To wear the victory, wear the defeat. Shed the tear, celebrate the victory with the cries of happy warrior. Arms flailing, spinning in joy of moment of celebration and song.
And I can hear them. Gifts all loud and happy. Loud and mad. Loud and pressing in with defining self, and growing up self, and finding self. I hear the flesh asserting, demanding, crying out in hungry need. For this and for that and for those things.
And I sense like soft, gentle cheek breezes, gifts under nose and gifts covered up.
Lost under shuffle of life and hurry. Gifts under confetti sky of lunch with friends while fruit trees drop spent blossoms on noses like He announces His presence, as if we doubted He was there. Invitation goes out in Grace, Lord be in our conversation. Lord be in our moment of fellowship. He came, as He does.
Gift-giver. Lover of respite. Lover of community and friendship and linked hearts.
And I see them, these beautifully wrapped gifts, long like unending jet stream streaks in blue sky, sky streamers, heaven ribboning. Long, conversations. Long, life ponderings and musings. With these soul sisters, red lipped momma friends. Deep down gut laughs. Deep un-masking, authentic presentation of life journeys. Safely harbored, safely moored in moments of linked momma hearts.
Extending ear, lending heart. Preceeding conversation with safely guarded sanctuary of trust and acceptance.
And I see these gifts in furrowed brow, angry tone, loving smile, extended ear, apologetic offerings, prayer on phone, sweet good byes, abrupt hello’s, news of pain, and news of joy, moments of correction, parent-speak, momma pleas, disappointment, second chances and messy life.
So my thank you notes, penned, spoken, whispered, muttered, under-my-breathe and out in the open are these words in part —- the gifts are precious, they are many, and I am blessed.
And each is kissed by lips of humility. Written by broken flesh, and unworthy hands.
Yet sealed in the shadows of the cross.
Thank you for all.
Thank you for each.
Grace-fully Gratefully Yours,