Learning to Savor

Stop, halt, pause, wait a dang on minute, hold up, hold your horses, freeze-frame, hold on, hold it – stop right where you are.

Searching for the words to stop life from moving forward right now. Seeking ways to savor and breathe in deep the here and the now, the moments of the present.

Knowing that there are precious moments and sub-moments and subtle micro-moments in the days of the now.

Looking for and longing after all that is in the present and pressing it down to the places of the heart.

A giggle, a grunt, a question, a statement, an expression, a comment, a look, a word – its all precious and its all worth capturing.

Learning to savor and breathe in all of the here and the now, the current, the present, the gift of the moment.

Because life won’t stop or hold on, I’ll seek to hold it, more closely, more tightly, more tenderly.

To capture, to record, to press into my memory keeper all of life thats happening now. To ingest and digest and marinate in all the good and the great and the joy and the love.

Because it is there for the capturing.

And is there to be cherished.

Sweet moments can rest in the places of the heart and be called back up again and again. But they must be recorded first. The historian of my memories is me and I must be fully awake and present.

Tonight we are having lamb and winter vegetables by the fire. I know it is more than that. It is a time for memory making and memory saving.

And I will be there seeking to savor the sweet taste of family. And by God’s grace I won’t miss a moment.

(the recipe and pictures of lamb and vegetables created by the Patient One will be posted under Home Sweet Home in a future post).

Amazing Grace

Grace showed up this week in all her glory.

Dressed up in her Sunday best.

So beautiful.  Extravagant grace.

So blinding in her radiant countenance.

What joy in her arrival, in her graceful entrance in the day.

Staying true to her name, always gentle, always tender.

Thank you for coming and for bringing Mercy too.

Grateful beyond words for the gift of encouragement in the moments scattered through the week.

Seventeen year old struggles get a covering of His most amazing grace in breakthrough moments of growing up.

The sting of early week words are replaced by sweet I love you mommas.

The hurt of pushing away and hurried quiet are replaced by laughter and thank you.

The pain of strain in relationship gives way to restored love.

And Grace washes over a mother’s heart.

This grace is a life giver and a restorer of Faith.

She is amazing.

And she covered the four rolling wheels of an old white truck as it rolled from place to place.  Grace, going before and along side the slippery wet rain soden roads.  Protecting the decisions of seventeen year old hands and heart on the steering wheel.

And you brought laughter among school boys, school friends.  Fellowship and relationship. There for a mother’s eyes and heart to witness.  Long awaited friendships.

Lord, thank you for Amazing Grace.

2 Corinthians 13:14 – the Message

The amazing grace of the Master, Jesus Christ, the extravagant love of God, the intimate friendship of the Holy Spirit, be with all of you.

wishing grace,

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(Painting by Donnie Sasser of Montgomery, Alabama)